Sunday, 27 March 2011

usaha lagi k....don't ever give up k...

jgan giv up wlupn dpat result truk.....
bp mggu sblum examm final & muet,,,study hard lg2...
jgn sesekali giv up k dear,,,u can do da best,,rite??hm...
jgn tnsion2 k..exam da mggu dpan,,,nnt tganggu plak dgn exam tu,,,
fokus exam ...yg physic n mate,,,cba study lg..study ngn kwan2,,tnya kwan kalau xfham,,
don't giv up k..


sy rindu awak.....

hm,,,,rindu awk sgt2....
wlupn sy xsend msj or pape...bkn brmksud sy try lpakn awk...
sy tringat stiap saat...lagi2 wktu snyi,,mcam skrg...miss u a lot...
tp awk mgkin tgh bhgia dgn dye kn,,hm....
hm kdg2 sy cba lpakn awk..tp prsaan xmgkin sng nk ubh kn,,mmg syg awk sgt2,,,
sy rindu awk....


bkn sng nk lpakn awk..pilu bla rindukn awk..
sape xsdihkn bla sebut ttg prasaan dgn org yg kita syg,,,mmg pilu sgt2,,
rindu sgt kt awk...da 2ari xon9 fb...mlas plak..
sayu dlam hati tringat kt awak,,
hm mybe it more mature for me..tlampau syg mybabkn hati sy merana sgt2..
mgkin sy slah ..hm,,,
sy cba bhgiakn hati sy,,tp cmburu dgn org lain...hm..sy cba snyum dgn org,,,tp dlam hati sy tringat ngn awk..
sy xleh,,,hmm,,,,bsar dugaan sy trima kot...sukarkn lpakn awk,,wlupn sy kuar mna2.,,still awk,,,rindu awk sgt2...sy cuba,,,,wlupn kdg2 sy mngis tringat awk...wktu mlm,awl2 pg,,,sy tringat je,,miss u,,,
rindu awk sgt,,,

Thursday, 24 March 2011

Luahan Dari Hati....My HearT Never Lie....

Lelaki mana yang xkeluar air mata kalau setia??,,,hm,,,
Hm Selalu sy sdih bila tringat kt awak,,,mgkin awk akn kta mcm bdak2 je ngis kn..hm,,,tp lelaki yg ngis msa ptus llaki yg setia kn,,hmm,,sy syg awk sgt2,,,,



Sejak awk dtg awk selalu bhgiakn sy slama sthun ni,..sllu wat sy snyum,,wat sy snyum sorg2,,tq awk..
sy syg awk sgt2...tp org ke3 lbh awk syg ,,,sy xlh nk kta apa...dye dkat ...kdg2 apa yg sy mimpi jd knyataan,,apa yg sy curiga,,jd knyataan,,psangan mna yg xcriga kn,,tp xla prasangka bruk,,,tp juz syg awk sgt2..hm,,,i lov u so much,,,


sy akn simpan love awk ni dlam hati sy slamanya...tpi mgkin sy mmaksa awk buat love ni kn,,,
awk y 1st buat mcm ni utk sy...sy akn smpn gmbr2 awk smpi bla2...awk ,,sy syg awk sgt2,,tu je sy nk kta,,,
tapi slama ni mgkin sy mmaksa awk trima sy kn,,,akhir bulan 12 tu awk dtg blik dlm hdup sy..sy gmbira sgt2,,tq sgt2,,,awk istimwa sgt utk sy...tp mgkin awk xmgerti apa hati sy kta,,tapi sy tahu pluang sy tpis sgt ,,,hati sy mngis pn awk xkn tahu kn,,lg pn dye sllu tmankn awk,,awk da rapt ngn dye kn...wlupn dye taw awk da ada sy,,tp dye ttap kcu awk kn,,,thniah dye dpat awk,,jga la hati dye,,,mcm mna awkjga hati sy,,,pjuk sy,,tq sgt2,,syg awk sgt2,,,

my heart never lie...Im Sory I LOV U So Much,,
sy akn tggu 8hb April...tpi sy tahu pluang sy tpis sgt2 kn,,,awk xsyg sy pn,,,awk lbh syg dye kn,,dye dkat ngn awk...rpat ngn awk,,,skrg pn awk mkin rpat ngn dye,,sy syg awk,,,hati xkn mnipu kn,,sy da brusaha,,tpi tlalu ingatkn awk,,,bkn sngaja ingat tapi,,,hmm,,,,awk pn slalu kta kn jgan pksa org berdosa kn,,,sy slalu ingt kta2 awk tu semua,,,wlupn kdg2 awk hntr msj,,sruh jga dri,,jga mkn,,tp sy taw tselit di hati awak,,awk syg sy,,tpi org ke3 mhancurkn hbungan kita kn,,,xbaek kn pksa org kn,,sy taw ssah kn,,,hm,,,tp klu trikh tu awk kta tdak,,hm sy xnk mmaksa,,,tp sy korban hati sy,,jiwa raga sy,,semoga awak bhgia ngn dye,...wlupn hati sy mrana kn,,syu dlam hati kn,,siapa xsdih kn ...sy da wat yg tmampu utk awk gmbira,,,tp dye lbih pndai awk gmbira kn,,xda yg lbh gmbira bla kita berada dgan org yg kita syg kn,,,sy xnk mmaksa awk lpas trikh tu,,tp sy akn tggu awk,,,sy syg awk sgt2,,stiap saat sy tringat kt awk,,,miss u so much,,sy nk jmpa awk lg,,,hm..
Lov U,,,

smpai kadang2 sy terlalu termenung...
kenapa Allah kurnia awk utk sy....

 
sy takut dgn bayang2 sy... bayang2 yg akan hantui
sy kalau sy bertindak kejam utk individu lain...dan mgkin sy akn buat,,,xda dlam kmus hdup sy , sy akn buat baek,,sebaik2 sy buat utk awk,,sy brubah krana seseorg,,sy xnk tjuk dkt sapa2 pn yg sy sdih,,,jdkn pglman hdup sy,,ssah sng sy yg tggung,,.mgkin xmgerti lg kot,,,


mesti ada hikmah sy syg awk..
mesti ad hikmah sy jatuh hati kt awk..
mesti ad hikmah sy cinta awk,,
 mesti ad hikmah sy pjuk awk,,
mesti ad hikmah awk buat mcm tu kn..hm,,ilysm...


klu 8hb ttap sama...
sy akn ambil keputusan....
utk melangkah setapak demi setapak....
untuk memulakan hidup dgn melupakan awk...
awk jgn salah paham ... sy korban hati sy utk lupakn awk.sy xkn lpakn awk smpi bila2....
sy nk melihat org yg sy cinta bahagia dgn org awk syg...tu plihan awk kn,,,sy xnk mmaksa,,wlupn kdg2 sy mrana..






LOV HER...........


dan setiap hari...
sy akan berdoa...
utk kebahagiaan awk bersama dia..
sy korban cinta,hati sy dgn ikhlas....
dan SAYA SAYANG AWAK!!CINTA AWAK!!


Lagu ni utk awak...
dulu2 awak selalu tngok cerita ADAM MAYA kn,,,MIA comei je kn...hm,,
selalu nyanyikan lagu..sy suka dengar,,,sy msih smpan record suara awk tu,,,sy dgr tiap2 kli sy rindu awk,,sy tringt suara awk..jlan crita pn seakn sma kn dgn kita,,tp kita xlh khwin,,hrap awk bhagia dgn dia,,

Awak Yang Indah bg Saya..









Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku
Tiada lagi keresahan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku
Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah

Maaf jikaku tidak sempurna
Tika bahagia mula menjelma
Bila keyakinan datang merasa
Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran

Mencintai dirimu
Merindui dirimu
Memiliki dirimu
Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah

Kau yang bernama cinta
Hingga aku rasa indah..
 
 
missing u...
 
 
sy takkan lupakan manusia seistimewa awk..
yg hadir dalam hidup sy...
maafkan sy sbb sy tak sempurna...
sy punya perasaan...
dan sy tak nak kecewa lagi..
sakitnya sy mencintai awk..
sakitnya sy merindui awk..
awk sgt berharga....
awk sgt baik, dan sempurna di mata sy...
sy harap awak bhgia...
mungkin hikmah yg sgt besar buat kita berdua..
tak nak ckp apa lagi....
tak nak nangis...
...
-end-



just me and her knows who  wat im say ..

Wednesday, 23 March 2011

There's no one in the world that could replace you...

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt


Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Tuesday, 22 March 2011

hm .....fb,,fb,,fb,,,fb,,,

http://www.hmetro.com.my/myMetro/articles/Abaisuamisendiri_rindusuamiorang/Article/index_html

http://www.hmetro.com.my/articles/Retakdekfacebook/Article

I know that deep in my heart.............

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And theres a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally

Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart.........

saya perlukan awak...


saya perlukan awak lagi

sori taw...saya syg awak sangat2....
.
sy mintk sgt9x awk...sy btl2 menghargai awk,

sllma beberapa bln sy mngenali awk

sy igt awk n akn igt awk smpai bile2 n smue kenangan antara kite....

trlalu sukar utk sy lupekan psal awk..

awk,sy hargai hubungan  kita...


saya sayang awak sangat2.....

Monday, 21 March 2011

Last Kiss...

I still remember the look on your face
Been through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered for just us to know
You told me you loved me so why did you go away, go away

I do recall now the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane
That July 9th the beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt, I can still feel your arms

But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party, you're showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then you pulled me in
I'm not much for dancing but for you did

Because I loved your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you'd kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions


And I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips, ohh

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I'll feel you forget me like I use to feel you breathe
And I'll keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed
We can plan for a change in weather and time
I never planned on you changing your mind

So, I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

I never thought we'd ever last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
Just like our last kiss, forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips, just like our last

Innoccent,,,




I guess you really did it this time
Left yourself in your warpath
Lost your balance on a tightrope
Lost your mind tryin' to get it back

Wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days?
Always a bigger bed to crawl into
Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything?
And everybody believed in you?

It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent
You're still an innocent

There's some things you can't speak of
But tonight you'll live it all again
You wouldn't be shattered on the floor now
If only you would sing what you know now then

Wasn't it easier in your firefly-catchin' days?
And everything out of reach, someone bigger brought down to you
Wasn't it beautiful runnin' wild 'til you fell asleep?
Before the monsters caught up to you?

It's all right, just wait and see

Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent

It's okay, life is a tough crowd
32, and still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did
You're still an innocent

Time turns flames to embers
You'll have new Septembers
Every one of us has messed up too

Lives change like the weather
I hope you remember
Today is never to late to
Be brand new

It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights are still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent

It's okay, life is a tough crowd
32, and still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did
You're still an innocent

LOng Live,,,


i still remember this moment
In the back of my mind
The time we stood with our shaking hands
The crowds in stands went wild
We were the kings and the queens
And they read off our names
The night you danced like you knew our lives
Would never be the same
You held your head like a hero
On a history book page
It was the end of a decade
But the start of an age

Long live the walls we crashed through
All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming, "long live all the magic we made"
And bring on all the pretenders
One day we will be remembered

I said remember this feeling
I passed the pictures around
Of all the years that we stood there on the sidelines
Wishing for right now
We are the kings and the queens
You traded your baseball cap for a crown
When they gave us our trophies
And we held them up for our town
And the cynics were outraged
Screaming, "this is absurd"
'Cause for a moment a band of thieves in ripped up jeans got to rule the world

Long live the walls we crashed through
All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming, "long live all the magic we made"
And bring on all the pretenders
I'm not afraid

Long live all the mountains we moved


I had the time of my life
Fighting dragons with you
I was screaming, "long live the look on your face"
And bring on all the pretenders
One day we will be remembered

Hold on to spinning around
Confetti falls to the ground
May these memories break ???

And you take a moment
Promise me this:
That you'll stand by me forever
But if God forbid fate should step in
And force us into a goodbye
If you have children someday
When they point to the pictures
Please tell them my name
Tell them how the crowds went wild
Tell them how I hope they shine

Long live the walls we crashed through
I had the time of my life with you

Long, long live the walls we crashed through
All the candlelight shined just for me and you
And I was screaming, "long live all the magic we made"
And bring on all the pretenders
I'm not afraid

Singing long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life
Fighting dragons with you

And long, long live the look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders
One day we will be remembered

Enchanted....

There I was again tonight
Forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place

Walls of insincerity
Shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette
Starts to make it's way to me

The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up
2 AM, who do you love?
I wondered 'til I'm wide awake

And now I'm pacing back and forth
Wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say, "Hey"

It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that
This was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name
Until I see you again
These are the words I held back
As I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you know
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Never Grow Up.....

Your little hands wrapped around my finger
And it's so quiet in the world tonight
Your little eyelids flutter 'cause you're dreaming
So I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night light

To you, everything's funny
You got nothing to regret
I'd give all I have, honey
If you could stay like that

Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple

I won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
No, no one will desert you
Just try to never grow up, never grow up

You're in the car on the way to the movies
And you're mortified your mom's dropping you off
At 14, there's just so much you can't do
And you can't wait to move out someday and call your own shots

But don't make her drop you off around the block
Remember that she's getting older, too
And don't lose the way that you dance around
In your PJs getting ready for school

Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple

No one's ever burned you
Nothing's ever left you scarred
And even though you want to
Just try to never grow up

Take pictures in your mind of your childhood room
Memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home
Remember the footsteps, remember the words said
And all your little brother's favorite songs

I just realized everything I have
Is someday gonna be gone

So here I am in my new apartment
In a big city, they just dropped me off
It's so much colder than I thought it would be
So I tuck myself in and turn my night light on

Wish I'd never grown up
I wish I'd never grown up

Oh, I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up
Could still be little
Oh, I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up
It could still be simple

Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple

Won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
And even through to you want to
Please try to never grow up

Don't you ever grow up
(Never grow up)
Just never grow up

Sunday, 20 March 2011

Back To Disember...


Each is written with a specific person in mind, telling them what I meant to tell them in person. To the beautiful girl whose heart that captivated me in December. To my first love who I never thought would be my first heartbreak.  To a mean girl I used to be afraid of. To someone who made my world very dark for a while. To a girl who stole something of mine. To someone I forgive for what he said in front of the whole world.

I think most of us fear reaching the end of our life, and looking back regretting the moments we didn't speak up. When we didn't say 'I love you.' When we should've said 'I'm sorry.' When we didn't stand up for ourselves or someone who needed help....


I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

I LOVE U SO MUCH...........

1 thing.......

saya sayang awak sangat2.......
macam mana awak buat pun saya tetap sayang awak....
syang sangat2...saya ada beli card masa pg sunway ari tu...tapi juz utk 4hb April....nice card...
tpi ada 1 perkara yang saya xbg taw...syg awk sgt2...biarla rhsia dulu...sy tahu peluang saya tipis....tapi saya cuba wat sesuatu....saya nak awak balik,,,,anggap la tu peluang terakhir saya...xkan ada cinta sejati kalau tak pernah gaduh,,,kn??im no perfect...bnyk wat silap....syg kamu sgt2....tapi saya berharap sangat,,,hm kerasnya hati awak kn....kalau saya jahat dah lama saya couple orang lain..tpi saya sayang awak sangat2...syg sangat2..tu je sy boleh tulis...xbermaksud saya baik dengan ank2 buah sy suka dorang....tapi saya faham saya sebenarnya kacau kehidupan orang....paksa utk menerima saya....saya tahu....saya jauh,,pernah saya nak ajak kuar bersama...tapi takut awak busy....saya tahu 2orang tu penting kot bagi awak,,,kenal awak dari sekolah lagi...saya??hm ....saya da try bahagiakan awak,,,,wat awak senyum...tapi mungkin senyuman awak juz lakonan kot...2org tu mgkin pndai jga hati awak...dekat...ye mmang saya jauh,,,xpernah nk jaga awak...sory sangat2...xpernah taw perasaan awak,,,tiap2 ari saya tanya awak sayang saya x....hmm,,,,,syang kamo sgt...tiap2 tido xlena....kalau saya cakap saya mimpi awak,,,memang saya mimpi awak,,,xtipu..tapi mana tahu tu petunjuk saya dapat awak balik...walaupun saya sayu dalam ati bila saya cakap saya nak awak lagi..awk cakap " tak da kot ".....kadang2 saya risaw sakit perut awak tu....tkot truk lagi....risaw sangat2,.,,,lov u so much,,,saya tahu awak sayang saya....tapi saya tahu...bdak upm tu rapat dengan awak kn...dye cintakan awak,,,dia dekat ngan awak,,,awak pn syang dia kn..hm...cuma saya nak awak tahu saya menangis tulis semua ni....biarlah awak cakap saya budak2 lagi...xmatang kot..kn,,,,,tapi juz nk tunjuk saya sayang awak sangat2,,,ego laki pn ada hadnya....bayangkan  awak berada ditempat saya ....xnak la marah2 awak...awak pn manusia...setiap orang akan wat silap...mungkin awak xdapat bayang ,,,awak ada orang yang sayang awak,,,hope budak upm tu jaga awak ,,dye dekat,,,,awak nak lepaskan rindu senang...dapat jumpa..dia faham awak kot...saya jauh....tapi saya happy dapat jumpa awak ari tu...happy sangat2...hope awak jaga hati dia...saya tahu awak,,walaupn awak cakap xda pape....tapi saya taw,,dye cinta awak,sayang awak,,,,awak pn cakap dia lg rapat ngn awak...walaupn bkali2 awak cakap xpernah mesej dye,,mungkin hati awak dekat dia...tapi saya tunggu awak...biar pn hati saya merana...biarlah hidup saya xpernah bahagia...dari family lg..dari kecik lagi..hm...tapi saya nk usaha nk dijodohkan ngan awak,,

I LOV U SO MUCH.........PRINCESS KATAK....
SAYANG AWAK SANGAT-SANGAT

Saturday, 19 March 2011

Mesej....



Thankz Msj td.....
walaupn rindu sangat2....
tq sggup call td...dapat dengar suara kamu...
cakap tentang mesej..saya masih simpan mesej 2-3 bulan yang lepas...kalau kt facebook mungkin yang setahun yang lepas...xpernah delete pn......kalau terpaksa sangat baru delete...selalu baca mesej lama-lama tu...
sweet..romantik....pujukan..cinta,,,hm....i misz dat....rindu....

SAYANG AWAK SANGAT..

Never Say Never..

Some things we don't talk about
better do without
just hold a smile
we're falling in and out of love
the same damn problem

together all the while
you can never say never
why we don't know when
time and time again
younger now then we were before
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go

picture, you're the queen of everything
as far as the eye can see
under your command
i will be your guardian
when all is crumbling
steady your hand

you can never say never
why we don't know when
time and time again
younger now then we were before
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go

we're falling apart
and coming together again and again
we're coming apart
but we pull it together
pull it together, together again

don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go............

Long Distance..


There's only so many songs
That I can sing to pass the time
And I'm running out of things to do
To get you off my mind
Ooohh,no

All i have is this picture in a frame
That I hold close to see your face every day

With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me
I wish that you were here with me
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me

It's so hard,it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far,this long distance is killing me
It's so hard,it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far,this long distance is killing me

Now the minutes feel like hours
And the hours feel like days
While I'm away
You know right now I can't be home
But I'm coming home soon,coming home soon

All i have is this picture in a frame

missing u...

miss u syg....hm.....

Jar of Heart,,,




I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?


Thursday, 17 March 2011

....ur voice.....

thankx call...tapi saya taw awak tersalah call kot....
rindu suara awak...
tapi saya senyap....tah macam mana saya nangis dengar suara awak tadi...
xtaw nk cakap apa.....sayu dapat dengar suara awak sebenarnya..rindu....rindu pujukan awak,rindu suara katak awak,,,suara loghat kedah awak kot..rindu sangat2......hm...miss u so much...


dari hati...

saya sayang awak sangat2......



LOV HER.............

Mimpi....Teringat awak ...

2-3 minggu ni selalu mimpi tentang awak.........
kadang mimp awak dengan kwan awak,,kdang2 sorg....kadang kita berdua....
asyik mimpi je.....da banyak kali mimpi....
hm tak boleh tido malam da bp hari da.....teringat dekat awak sangat kot sampai mimpi macam ni....hampir tiap-tiap hari....
tapi mungkin mainan tido yang selalu awak bagi taw....tak taw la...teringat awak sangat2..

I MISS U !!!

syg awk sgt2..

[gambar hiasan :  saya  berani menyatakan betapa dia amat istimewa di mata hati saya...!!  ]

marah...

sory kalau saya marah tak tentu pasal...saya xda mood kot....
hm pagi2 da marah2 kat adik...sory kalau marah tiba2....tak sengaja pun sebenarnya...sory3x....xbermaksud nak marah....

Wednesday, 16 March 2011

:(

Stresss!!!

last????.....

Awak.
Itu kali pertama mendengar ketawa riang.
Adakah itu akan jadi kali terakhir juga?
Entah.

Sakitnya awak.
Saya rasa benci dengan diri sendiri.

http://img.tehcpeng.net/2009/Y2S1_DanboStudies.jpg
menunggu awak datang balik...


Telefon masih senyap.
Tiada balasan yang diterima.
Letak hujung katil.
Tidak mahu gantung harapan.


Awak.
Mahu dengar suara awak lagi.
Maaf awak.
Maaf.

Itu sahaja.

http://s3prod.weheartit.netdna-cdn.com/images/3461707/tumblr_l6m82uoX771qbplkbo1_500_large.jpg?1282282683
im alone...miss you so much,,,whatever you do..love u so much..

walking....


[...................................saya sunyi !!:( ]

Maaflah buat yang menyatakan saya buat blog kerana saya sunyi!!Ini Tempat saya melepaskan perasaan..

Sebelum Cahaya.......

Ku teringat hati
Yang bertabur mimpi
Kemana kau pergi cinta
Perjalanan sunyi
Engkau tempuh sendiri
Kuatkanlah hati cinta

Ingatkan engkau kepada
Embun pagi bersahaja
Yang menemanimu sebelum cahaya
Ingatkan engkau kepada
Angin yang berhembus mesra
Yang kan membelaimu cinta

Kekuatan hati yang berpegang janji
Genggamlah tanganku cinta
Ku tak akan pergi meninggalkanmu sendiri
Temani hatimu cinta


Ku teringat hati
Yang bertabur mimpi
Kemana kau pergi cinta
Perjalanan sunyi
Engkau tempuh sendiri
Kuatkanlah hati cinta